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BUY WARD

Sometimes a woman must disappear in order to exist. 

Hi, I'm Kathleen.
I'm a writer, reader, researcher, and teacher drawn into the moments where memory falters, evidence contradicts, and the stories we've inherited begin to come apart.
​WARD began with one such discovery. 


In my forties, I learned my mother had been sold as a child and raised under a false identity. Everything I thought I knew about her and the family I came from was a lie. I went looking for the grandmother I'd never met but somehow always knew was missing. What I found instead was my mother and the emotional connection I'd always yearned for, just as dementia began taking her away.

I write about what happens when we pay closer attention to people and places, to memory and instinct, to objects, to nature, and to the stories that shape us.


What if the Gothic feels true because it is? 

A grandmother's abandonment becomes a daughter's terror of being abandoned and that daughter's terror shapes how she mothers. I experienced the effects my mother's trauma without knowing its source. 

Until I dared to turn around and look. 

In WARD, I confront the trauma's haunting and discover that my mother, who had always kept me at arm's length, was a little girl who had disappeared. A little girl who'd been taught to pretend. To perform. Research and writing finally made the fear informing my mother's way of existing visible.

And once I could see it, I was finally able to understand her. 

And myself. 

WARD is a journey that trades my exhausting decades-long search for answers for a bit of understanding and forgiveness. It's a gentle but powerful reminder that we are never truly alone, even in the secretive hidden spaces of the heart, and that no matter how far the truth has to travel to reach us, love can find its way home. 
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​Kathleen holds a PhD in Literary Nonfiction and Composition/Rhetoric from the University of Cincinnati. Her research has been supported by fellowships and awards, including the prestigious PEO Scholar's Award.

She teaches critical reading, writing, and research. Kathleen also directs the Writing Center at Northern Kentucky University ​where she mentors writing consultants and helps writers investigate and compose stories only they can tell.
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"For anyone
who has ever sensed
that the family story
they were handed
was missing something essential, this book
knows exactly
what that feeling
costs and
what it takes
to finally find
​the truth."

BUY WARD

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